Working alone

Working alone is emotionally exhausting. It's a constant battle of motivation and fear that what I'm working on will fail. I have successes that propel me forward a little, but by far it's dominated by the battle, and when it's not a battle, it's still a grind. This will be the third venture I've attempted and the most ambitious. (First was my doctor4computers.com website in college which failed in like a week. Next was our little gaming krew, Insane Fuel, which showed me that you can make something successful (relatively) if you push through when things feel like they're fucked.)